dear bloggie,

im in birmingham right now.

feeling a little confused.

im sad and happy the same time.

im sad because im really disappointed in myself.
did very badly for my Year3.
i know there's nothing i can do right now, i can only work harder for my final year.
im really confused about myself at times.

meanwhile, im feeling a little excitement because my mum and my bro is coming!
arriving tomorrow!
and im about to attend my second bro's graduation!
im really happy because its my first time meeting my mum again after many months!
and im going home soon! i'll get to see my family soon! my dogs!
and all those things that i've been wanting to eat!

but the same time,
the bf is not going back with me.
its not easy being apart, because ever since we're together,
we basically see each other almost everyday.
im afraid that this might lead to arguments.
i understands that i'll face this kind of things in the future as well, if its not now..
i'll try.

im weird.

thats all for today.
good nite bloggie.
and i hope tml is a nice day so that my mum could have some rest after a long, tiring journey here!