a very random entry tonite.

feeling so depress now.

firstly obviously cause im sick.

its been weeks, and i tried everything..

from medicine (from msia and also bought from uk) to all kinds of funny methods including salt water, sour plum, orange juice, lemon juice, honey, vicks, traditional medicine. al kinds really.

and why is it still not heal?

im really trying so hard you know..drinking so much of water each day..

and avoiding all my favourite food and drinks.

yes i love biscuits, milo, chocolate drink or coffee.

im willing to avoid all these.

i even avoid eating chicken and eggs.

now, even fish.

sometimes im thinkin is it because God wants me to take over some of my dog's pain.

i've not mentioned anythin in my blog about that yet.

one of my dogs is currently suffering from cancer.

my parents bring her to the vet, and the vet says there's nothing can be done.

it all depends on my dog's will to live now.

im glad that she's still been eating.

and honestly, if i could, i really dont mind doing anythin to reduce her pain.

she's been a real good dog and a good fren of mine.

i dont know what would happen to me if something bad happen to her.

if anyone sees this, please pray for her.

also,

im feeling really depress cause my parents is so worry bout me.

i din wan to tell them that im sick, but i think my bro must have told them.

the reason for not telling them is obvious. i dont want them to be worry.

i can hear it from their voice when they talk to me, and it made me cry.

im the kind that dont really fall sick, not to say im strong but i really dont get sick easily.

and each time im sick, it would be really serious, like now.

im so sorry dad and mum,

to make you all worry.

im doing everything i can to heal myself.

now is really not a good time for me to fall sick.

i have finals soon.

i have to be strong, so that my parents wont worry.

also, i need to be strong for my dog.

i want her to know that i will not give up on her no matter what.

and i hope she dont as well.

dear clement, dear housemates, dear darling in aussie, dear batchmates,

and to everyone who cared for me,

im really thankful for everything.

for the care, for the medicine, for the traditional recipe of medicine.

thank you.

goodnite.

18/12/2011

Day 91 in UK, in Birmingham.

second day here,

woke up in the mornin receivin a call/msg saying the guys would have breakfast with weisiong's fren.

so my bro brought me for breakfast before we meet the guys.

walked past his uni.

cool right?

the uni is sooooooooooo BIG! with the big field in front!!

and a random river in front.

then we reach this breakfast place, i forgot whats it called.

but my bro said he thinks that they serve the best food so far in birmingham.

Sunday Roast!!

haha im not a big fan of chicken! but this is nice!!

with the vege and the potatoes!!!

then, dessert time! we share a main course and a dessert..

i forgot whats the name.

but the chocolate cake is sooooooooooo moist!!

with a layer of caramel and a layer of idk wat..lol

but its sooo yummy!!! served hot with the cold ice cream!!

WAHHHHH! and its not that expensive..

then later on we walked back to the train station,

on the way he showed me some parts of his uni.

then, meet up with the guys.

in Bullring.

the three floors Forever 21.

the Bull with sweater! :p

then the guys left to cinema for Sherlock Holmes 2.

XD did i mentioned in the previous post that i went for Sherlock Holmes 2 with my bro..lol

yea..went for the show but din reli pay full attention as i was so so so tired on the first day.

but overall from the bits i remember its an awesome show!

so, back to the story.

my bro n i walk in German Market for a while before we head home.

this!! haha they(my bro's fren) said that its a must to try this in their German Market.

and its really nice!! haha also im a BIG FAN of MUSHROOM! lol

NICEEEEEEEE!

then we head home,

one of my bro's housemate was havin a birthday party.

lol. me? i stayed in the room cz i feel so paiseh..

and there's quite alot of ppl down there if im not mistaken..

haha but i did went down and wish her =)

and they are so kind! haha..

they offer me tuna spaghetti. its quite yummy!

haha !! and im SO FAT!

i basically eat non stop since i arrive Birmingham.

stuffed with all kinds of food thanks to my brother.. lol

and lastly,

a picture of myself in my bro's room.

=s

haha was pretty bored in his room..

so yeah..lol

and im so sorry bloggie.

it took me forever to update just one post..

im currently still in a very teruk condition..

coughin till i wanna cut off my throat..

and also finals is comin..

i'll update slowly.

thats all.tata!

17/12/2011

Day 90 in UK, (on the way to Birmingham)

went to birmingham with clement, weisiong, chaoyang and harry.

so excited yet so tiring & exhausting on the train.

cant sleep on the trainnnnn omgggg!

a very nice scene. sorry for the blurness of the picture.

but i actually wanted to show the snow on the mountain.

almost arriving in our destination.

harry and weisiong, sleeping like a pig.

chaoyang and clement, sleeping like a pig.

the train delayed, and we arrived around 10/11 plus in the morning.

my brother brought us for dimsum.

i've been craving for it for such a long long time ever since im in uk.

the egg tart is AWESOME!!! really yummy!!

wu kok, i din try it so im not sure how does it taste like.

you cha kueh!

=D wish granteddddddd! =P

prawn chee cheong fun.

the taste is okayy but then its definitely different from the ones in malaysia.

this one..

ok lerrr...dun really like the texture of it.

and alot alot more dim sum as shown in the picture above.

then, me and my brother send the rest off to check in the hotel.

took some random shots around the hotel.

then later on, went back to my bro's place..

and basically everyone slept thru the day..

and then evening, i meet up with them at their hotel..

their hotel is just in front of German market!! *JEALOUS*

below are pictures from German market.

notice the black shadows at the bottom of the pictures?

those are all human! lol the crowd!!

its a mini bar btw.

very cute chocolate!

too bad i din get to try any of these.

they all looks sooooo tasty!

the christmas tree, somewhere in the market.

they even have this to play with!! so cool!

and lastly,

ducky swimming in the pond!

thats my first day over there.

very very very tired.

and so sorry bloggie for updating so late.

not feeling well now. -.-"

its pretty annoying to get flu during cold season like this!

grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!!!

im gonna stop now.

its still 25/12/2011.

Merry Christmas everyone.

finally! im updating my blog again!!!

judging from the amount of pictures i have to upload now...

its been sooooo long since i last updated!!!

so here goes..

8/12/2011

Day 81 in Glasgow

went out to settled the train tickets (to birmingham)..

due to some unknown error on the website, i did not receive my e-ticket..

i called the train hotline twice..dot dot dot..the main thing is i lose money by calling them and did not settled any problem via the fon..and have to head down to the train station and settled it..

troublesome.

but at least its settled before my exam.

went Campus for lunch after that..

i like the curly friesssssss!

mine..chicken breast with bacon and cheese.

as for dinner,

fried spaghetti with chicken slice and spinach.

also, i received some surprised when i had my dinner that nite..

cha-yip dan.. =)

haven't have one for such a long time..

and it feels so warm havin one!!

9/12/2011

Day 82 in Glasgow

hmm i think i went to the bank to settled something..

took some random pictures of the bank note before i leave my hostel..

an old version and a new version 20 pounds notes..

the old version is no longer in used..as in..they dont accept it anymore..

front.

top = old version

bottom = new version (currently in use)

back.

after leavin the bank..walk around cz i wanted to grab coffee.. XD

took some pictures around..

the ice ring in George Square..

the bar in George square.

ahh this! i wanna go on it!!!!!!!!

:)

and this! the HUGEEEEEEEEEEE ribbon!!!

and not forgetting,

my warm cup of marshmallow chocolate drink!

its pretty, as for the taste..its so-so.. lol

idiot enjoyin her cup of warm marshmallow chocolate drink..

he was forced to smile *wink* ;)

meeeeeeeeeeeeee!

FAT PIGEON !

haha the pigeons here dont seem to fancy the cold weather!

they dont like flying as well..hahaha..

XD

then, back home and study..

daddy mee for my lunch.

and this,

taken during 3 pm that day.

and dinner,

my recipe of cheese toast, with egg and chicken floss.. =D yummy!

received something else that day as well from peiling..

biscotti by Alson.

that night, i had supper from some fish&chip shop..

forgot the name of it..

they were having promotion..

fish & chip..

dont really fancy it..czzzzzzz there's alot of bones in it..

and lazy people like me dont like chewing the bones..hahaha

10/12/2011

Day 83 in Glasgow

marching bands outside.

ate my lunch with clement.

this was what he prepared.

and

this was what i prepared.

11/12/2011

Day 84 in Glasgow

lunch - udon plus everything i have in my fridge. XD

dinner - baked salmon and fried vege+egg.

12/12/2011

Day 85 in Glasgow

instant mee for lunch. again! omg!! lookin back at it my life have turn so unhealthy!!!

grab some dessert from sainsbury..

its very nice for a bite..

but the whole thing....its tooooooo sweet for meeee!

dinner..garlic bread+sandwich spread+vege roll.

13/12/2011

Day 86 in Glasgow

spaghetti for lunch.

porridge for dinner. (currently my new favourite!)

oh and the green green thing is seaweed! =p

14/12/2011

Day 87 in Glasgow

the day before exam.. XD

my lunch,

same recipe porridge again!

lol as i mentioned earlier..its the latest favourite of mine!

so yeah..i tried cookin it again, but this time it was a bit too watery..

dessert and dinner,

the wonderful tiramisu i discover here..(so far)

its awesome! they have liquor in it..

not to say that i like to drink or anything..

but i like the smell of it! haha lookin at the pictures makes me feel like gettin more of it!

my dinner, haha garlic bread and sandwich spread again..

15/12/2011

Day 88 in Glasgow

weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~~~~~~~

holiday startssssss! haha not really HOLIDAY holiday..but its STUDY BREAK HOLIDAY!

-.-"

but who cares..haha taking few days break wont harm i guess..(i hope -.-)

its my housemate's birthday that day.

din really have time to prepare or plan earlier on due to exam ><

just had a small pot luck and a simple cake for her..

the dinner,

prepared by kahyee and pavi.

by chiner and pavi and geraldine.

by lily, jessica, hueiling and beeyean.

haha the sauce is nice!

by jillian and aily.

there's some dessert that day but i din manage to snap any pictures of it..

those are prepared by jervene. =D

and lastly, the cake..

by all of us.. XD

please dont kill me if it makes you lose your appetite..

this is how the cake first look like..

CHARCOAL!

initially it was ALL BLACK!

reason for that is because:

- i used an oven which im not familiar with. (oven that managed to cook a cake within 15-30 minutes)

- everyone is not familiar with the recipe.

lol nvm..we stil managed to save the cake somehow..

tried to removed the whole BURNT layer..

and this was the remaining consumable area..

also i cut it into half to spread cream in it..

and TA-DAAAH!

lol.unknown alien cake!

haha luckily pavi and kahyee managed to get some ingredients last minute!

before they're home..lol..

funny lookin cake..haha

well.. at least yvonne was happy with it..

thats all we need to know.. =D

ohh and its a butter cake btw..

yvonne and the cake! =p

a closer look of the cake.

haha this picture..

i loveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

hopefully she dun mind i put it in my blog..lol..

then later on,

prepared and went to the club..

my first time visiting a club in UK..

the experience was...

hmm.. no no!

i should say..

the conclusion was..

clubbing is really not my kind of thing..

haha but the club we went was pretty nice..!

the only picture i had in my camera.

i left earlier that nite cz i wasnt feeling so well.. XD

and it was snowing outside!!!

me standin outside the club.

with snow on my coat!

<3 <3 <3

16/12/2011

Day 89 in Glasgow

lunch. curly fries with cheese at Campus.

went out for a little walk and then head home to pack for my Birmingham trip!!!

=D

will blog about it in the next post!

tata!