a note.

in this very peaceful day..
i realised that peaceful doesnt mean peace..
lol..what the hell am i talkin bout?
only the one who experienced it would understand..

everytime..
explanations are required.
else i'm guilty.

but..
when i tried my best to said whats goin on.
'acting innocent' and 'u're lying' is often what i get.

if so,
why bother to ask me.
when you already judge me.

im not askin for forgiveness.
i just wan to clarify.
what i hav done. and what i hav not.

dont put words in my mouth.
please.

i'll admit what i said and done.
not things that i DID NOT mention or done.

you know me well enough.
u can judge me if u want.
just make sure u noe the real thing before u judge.
else. its a bit unfair for me.

no other place to throw it out..

im so sorry..i din noe i bring so much trouble to u all..
im so sorry..i cry in front of others when im not happy..
im so sorry..i dint noe how to differentiate which type of msg would make me cry, and which type wont..
im so sorry..for everything!
sorry that i cant be pleased easily..
if its my fault..
im truly sorry..i mean it..
we hav been frens for sometime..
if im reli such a horrible fren to u..
i got nothin to say anymore..
im so sorry..

and to the person who actually caused all this...
im not sure who it is yet..
but..im here to say thanks!
烂人!

and im reli sorry to my blog..
for leavin this unhappy thing here..

and..thank you..to all those who actually cared for me..