dear bloggie,

i'm sorry i haven been bloggin since a while..

got back a week ago, but received a bad news when i arrive home.

yes, wow wow left, before i could see her again.

and then, last week, i basically spent it at home.

cause, weekdays my parents and my elder brother have to work.

my little bro...is not a going out person..but he did teman me to watch spiderman in cinema..

and went out with my elder bro and gf for supper..

and weekend, of course - with the parents! 

anyways,

today, i went to my first day of placement.

and, this is not the main thing i wanna say.

i wanna talk about something that really attracts me lately.

yes, shopaholic.

i've been reading this for quite some time.

as my bed time story.

i read half way thru the 5th book, then went to UK.

then i continued after i came home.

i usually read like probably 20+ pages before i sleep at night.

until...i reach the back part of the 5th book!

i read over 100++ pages!!!

or 200++!!!

idk! i only remember i read all the way until 3am..!

i love it! 

this is the part i love the most out of the 5 books that i've read!!

and im currently reading the last book now.

=) 

just wanna share my feelings here..

i really love the story.. 

goodnite. 

farewell my dear Wow Wow.

its been some time since i really sit down and update my blog.

just got home after a long flight. yes im back in malaysia.

arrived home around 12am.

right after i settled down my luggage in the living room, i walked outside to see my dogs.

and my little brother ran out and say he have something important to tell me,

" Wow Wow passed away few days ago."

the moment he said that, tears came out.

the only thing that came to my mind was "Why did you not wait for me? You promised!"

i talked a little to my other dogs a while and then get back inside the house to ask what actually happened.

this is what my dad told me, "She's been sick for a very long time, she cant see, and she have cancer, she cant even walked the day before she passed away. She's been waiting for you to come home. But she passed away because she's too old. She dint make any noise when she pass away."

I knew since a few months back that she's been suffering.
but i knew she would wait for me because we made a promise.
before i leave, i told all my dogs to wait for me to come home.
and i promised to work hard for my Year3 before i leave.

she'd tried her best to hold on to wait for me for so long.
im really sorry that i couldnt make it on time to see you.
you did not lie to me, and i will keep my promise as well.

i met you many many years ago when i just moved in, back in year 2001/2002.
you were one of my neighbour's dog.
but somehow they abandoned you once you got pregnant.
then you live opposite my house, on top of the mini hill, with your puppies.
i can see where your puppies from the window of my room.
and i always run over to feed them when i see you walked away to search for food.
the reason for that is because my parents told me that every mama dog would be angry and bite ppl who goes near their babies.
so yeah, i was afraid that you'd bite me, so i curi-curi went up the hill to feed them once i see you left.
it went on well for quite some time, until one day...
you suddenly turn back to your puppies, i have no idea why...
i was so afraid when i see you running towards me.
thought you would bite me or sumthin. hahaha.
but surprisingly, you did not, you just wanted to eat the bread i bring for your kids.
so i gave some to you and the babies.

ever since that day, we become friends.
I dunno whats your name, but i call you Wow Wow all the time.
whenever i shout Wow Wow, you'll bring your puppies to my house.
and i'll feed you all with some of the dog's food i have.

after some time, my neighbour(who doesnt like dogs),
complain to the specific department,
and they send ppl to take away your puppies on one of the sundays morning.

then i still continue feeding you in front of my house.
you've been through alot.
being pregnant for several times.
but each time, your babies will be taken away.
i beg my parents to let you in last time when it rains very heavily.
and they were kind enough to let you in sometimes when the weather is very bad.

after many many times of losing your babies.
one afternoon, you bring your one last puppy in front of my house and kept barking.
that puppy, is Yong Bi.
thats the time my parents finally let you and Yong Bi in.
we're very surprised that you would actually bring your puppy and wants us to keep her.
and probably it touches my parents' heart and let you in to our family.

when you join the family, we already have few dogs before you.
and hence, "politics". the rest of them tend to bully you.
but slowly, they get used to it.
you've been very good, you used to fight back initially, to protect yourself and Yong Bi.
however, when i talked to you, you seemed to understand, and you stop fighting and chose to stay further from the other dogs to prevent fighting.
you've chose to stay under the pile of stuff (like tubes etc that belongs to my dad), instead of staying with the other dogs.


we've really been through alot.
words is never enough to expressed everything.

im sorry i cant make it to see you before you leave.
everything we've been through will always be in my heart.
thank you for listening to me all the time.
and accompanying me all these while.

goodbye my friend.
take care, and i hope you have fun up there.

we'll meet again, someday later.
for sure.

dear bloggie,

im in birmingham right now.

feeling a little confused.

im sad and happy the same time.

im sad because im really disappointed in myself.
did very badly for my Year3.
i know there's nothing i can do right now, i can only work harder for my final year.
im really confused about myself at times.

meanwhile, im feeling a little excitement because my mum and my bro is coming!
arriving tomorrow!
and im about to attend my second bro's graduation!
im really happy because its my first time meeting my mum again after many months!
and im going home soon! i'll get to see my family soon! my dogs!
and all those things that i've been wanting to eat!

but the same time,
the bf is not going back with me.
its not easy being apart, because ever since we're together,
we basically see each other almost everyday.
im afraid that this might lead to arguments.
i understands that i'll face this kind of things in the future as well, if its not now..
i'll try.

im weird.

thats all for today.
good nite bloggie.
and i hope tml is a nice day so that my mum could have some rest after a long, tiring journey here!

Hi !

its been a real long time.

been to several places during my holidays..

finally sitting in front of my laptop doing nothing again.

so..im gonna update bout February now.

it was a memorable month! 

1/2/2012

Day 136 in Glasgow.

continued my tofu meal for lunch.

and porridge for my dinner.

2/2/2012

Day 137 in Glasgow.

my dinner,

salmon, egg pasta.

3/2/2012

Day 138 in Glasgow.

saved some of last nite's dinner for lunch.

salmon, egg pasta + another fry egg.

lol..egg is actually the best food to substitute any other dishes that is missing (eg. vege, meat and even rice sometimes) XD

i still remember it was a busy day that day..

it was Malaysian night- organized by our seniors..

so below are some pictures that night,

my three pretty fren, pavi, aily, and jillian.

harry, chaoyang, weishen and kerhan.

well, the night was fun, with all the great performances by the seniors and our lecturers did involved themselves in some of the mini games..

4/2/2012

Day 139 in Glasgow. 

hmm, where should i start? 

hehe =)

okay, it all started back at december,

our first anniversary <3 

well, i promised to cooked a meal for him..

and he can only redeem it once! nyehhhhh =p

here goes, 

fish and pasta with mushroom sauce.

its just a simple meal prepared by me.. 

hope he likes it <3 

as for dinner,

i had some rice (i forgot whats it called..taste like sumthin from mamak stall), tapao-ed from the malaysian night.

i quite like the smell and taste of the rice..

probably i should try buying some spices when im back in msia..

5/2/2012

Day 140 in Glasgow.

hmm i did some baking that day.

was hoping to bake sumthin for the bf on valentine's day,

so i tried it earlier just in case i fail on the exact day XD

so,

red velvet cake it is. 

hmm, it wasnt as good as the one i baked before back in msia..

as for lunch and dinner, i ate the same thing, divided in two portions.

creamy salmon penne. 

a same thing + eggs. 

at night,

the bf came up with....

a chocolate rose! <3

haha..stupid him! he knows very well that i wouldnt eat that chocolate cause its too big!!

so yeah, i still kept the chocolate rose with me now..

hope its not spoilt! 

6/2/2012

Day 141 in Glasgow.

my lunch,

creamy egg ham pasta. 

and dinner,

fried rice!!! with chicken luncheon meat!!! 

thanks to my mum who send it to me!

7/2/2012

Day 142 in Glasgow.

a picture before i left for classes.

pre-dinner -the doughnuts i bought from greggs!

going out for dinner with the guys at china blue. 

while waiting for everyone outside our hostel, 

i took some pictures cause the moon was really pretty that nite!

can you spot the moon?

this is it! the moon!

its really pretty that nite!

below are some pictures taken in China Blue.

well, it was my first time there..lol so..quite jakun..

taking picture of everything..hahaha

the dishes that nite..

something pork.. haha

tofu!!! 

my favourite dish there!!

i think this is chicken..

and hmm..i forgot whether there's another dish that nite..

probably i was too hungry to take picture of it..

after dinner, 

on our way home, we saw sumthin SERIOUS around our uni!!!

look below!!!

MANY and MANY of POLICE CARS AND FIRE TRUCKSSS!!!

why?

because there's FIRE!!!

see how strong is it???

the picture is blur cz i zoomed alot.. XD

it seems that the fire was gettin smaller in the pictures..

but then its actually still there..

they wanted to watch a little longer, so i just snapped some pictures while waiting..

yes, its the big moon again.

thats all for the nite..

as for the fire, 

no worries, its alright! nobody is hurt i think..

the building was closed for around 2 weeks..

8/2/2012

Day 143 in Glasgow.

my lunch,

creamy egg penne again..

9/2/2012

Day 144 in Glasgow

lunch,

cintan mee!! + egg..

dinner,

chicken + egg tong fen..

10/2/2012

Day 145 in Glasgow

lunch,

had the same remaining dinner the nite before XD

its a BADDDD idea to accumulate posts!

now i have TOO MUCH of pictures to process!!

well, haha i love february! =D

you'll know why after i post up everything that happened that month!