start all over again.

For what its worth: 

Its never too late or, in my case, too early to be whoever you want to be. 

There's no time limit, stop whenever you want. 

You can change or stay the same, there are no rules to this thing. 

We can make the best or the worst of it. 

I hope you make the best of it.

And I hope you see things that startle you. 

I hope you feel things you never felt before. 

I hope you meet people with a different point of view. 

I hope you live a life you're proud of. 

If you find that you're not, 

I hope you have the strength to start all over again. 

Dear Wow wow, letter #1 -i choose to believe.

Dear wow wow,

how have you been?

i wasnt good lately.

too much work, 

and i still cant cope with it.

i miss you.

especially, now.

you're always there to listen.

and my secret's always safe with you. 

i have so much to tell you.

its autumn here, but it feels like its winter!

yes, there's sunlight.

but its not warm at all.

its so cold!

but im still surviving well with the weather.

and, this is how i look now,

do i look the same since you last saw me?

still having my side parting,

and my severe eye bags.

basically, i still look the same.

there's things i cannot share with anyone.

but you.

and here, 

is the only place i could write to you,

or write anything i want.

you know, 

when i was a kid,

i used to think that after people/animal die,

their soul is free to travel anywhere they want.

this is mainly due to the cartoons that i've watched.

but if you could,

where would you be now?

im thinking..

probably a park? 

there's plenty of doggies at a park here.

or maybe the streets in Paris,

people bring their dogs to everywhere. 

if its me,

i'll go to the top of a mountain.

haha! 

just because i dont dare to go up a mountain now. 

i hope you're enjoying your tour around.

i'll be writing to you again.

goodbye. 

至：阿人

只想跟你说

要别人尊重你，请你先尊重别人。

不要得寸进尺哦！

我可以接受批评，但请不要诬赖我哦！

晚安！

dear bloggie,

its been awhile since i last talk to you.
well, i've been reli busy with everything.
first, my classes are pretty packed!
secondly, lots and lots of workshops!!
thirdly, I HAVE SHORT LUNCH BREAK!!!
basically thats what i've been doing for the past two weeks!

its not always bad...
i just have less time, but i should know by now how to organize my time..

anyways..here are some stuff that i've been through last two weeks..

woke up super early for my first workshop at University of Glasgow.

and, im still not bored of the sky here! XD

another random day which i woke up quite early.

took this because it was pretty sunny that day..

and i've mentioned above that i got NOT ENOUGH time for lunch...
thats because..we have like less than an hour's time to cook and eat and leave the house for the next class.
eg. finish one class at 12pm, and that is IF the lecturer end at that time, walk/run home (at least 5-10 minutes depending on where is the class, and btw im staying in one of the furthest block, and highest floor, and furthest room...so yeah it took even more time), go in kitchen starts cooking/boiling or whatever (assume that i cincai cook, at least it takes bout 10-15 minutes), and i oni have like 5 minutes to stuffed everything in, then starts to prepare for next class (few minutes gone), and leave the house (starting from my room --> to the ground floor --> to whichever building, usually about 10 + minutes)...
that is why i use CAPS when i mentioned NOT ENOUGH TIME!!

lol..
and there was this day..
i called it blur day..
i was so blur that day..
i arrived home for lunch.. and thought that i had two hours break (its ONE hour like usual actually),
and i took my sweet time to cook..
onions, prawn, pasta...
and i thought i had plenty of time left..and made myself one more egg..

this was the blur day lunch.

one of my best lunch so far (as in..prepared by myself)

too bad..

what happened was, i only get two bites of it, and ran to class when i saw Harry's call. 

hahaha i dai sei.. 

lol

then, yesterday,13th October 2012, i went to Oban again, with more of my batchmates!
seafood!!!

it was good!

just a little too salty for me.. 

then we walked around the town after the food.

i looked like i haven slept for a million years.. Xp

and btw, im standing in front of McCaig's tower.

and lastly,
ended my oban day trip at the place that I've been wanting to visit since my last visit here few months back.

this whole plate, for 12.5 pounds!

to be shared by two person.

and it's fresh!!!

i dont really dare to take like "just boil" seafood back in KL.

cz it smell really horrible!

but when i was there yesterday, i gave the oyster a tried..

and it doesnt have any funny smell at all!!!

haha, i had a great day yesterday.

and i had to pay back by sitting down to finish up my workshop today.

its all worth it..lol..

thats all for tonite.

goodnite bloggie. 

6/10/2012

hi bloggie,

i'm here again! :)

i've started my final year for two weeks now..
and its really tiring! to have class the whole day..
especially on thursdays and fridays..
why cant they just put more stuff on monday and tuesdays and let me have more time to rest towards the end of a week?? -.-

anyways,
last weekend, my second bro came over to visit me with his gf before he goes home..

we went to Falkirk..(its a few stations from Glasgow before arriving Edinburgh)

Falkirk Wheel. 

the view when we're at the top of the boat ride. 

then, after that, we continued our journey to Edinburgh.

a pink and a green door. i'll pick the pink one for sure! 

and..that rubbish bin shouldnt be there!!! 

my bro brought us to this shop, he said he tried it before last time and it was good..

indeed, it was good! =D 

haha..for me its a little too meaty! 

but i love it still! 

lastly, before we left Edinburgh,

my bro's gf on the left, and my bro on the right.

 ohh before i end this post,
im so happy!!
cause...stitchy has a new fren! 

Hi Miffy! 

my bro bought it from Amsterdam..

=D

tata! 

Mid Autumn Festival 2012.

Happy Mid Autumn Festival everyone!

the pictures above were taken in year 2011 and 2010.
and as you can see, i included Wow Wow's picture in it.

i included her not because im bias.
i just came across this picture when im lookin back at my blog entries trying to find the old tanglung pictures.
i remember clearly, in these previous two years when i was lighting up the candles in the dark, she was always be sitting next to me and watch me.
i miss you dear Wow Wow.
i hope you're doing fine over there.wherever you're at, you'll be watching me right?

im grateful to have you in my life.

i miss my family now!!
my very fierce, cheonghei mum.
my very patient, loving dad.
my very love-to-play-game, caring big bro.
my very impatient, caring second bro.
my very annoying, one and only little bro.
my very first dog-FurBi.
my very evil dog- BiBi.
my very sha sha dog- YongBi.
my very naughty yet cute dog-Brownie.
my very active dog- Meenie.
and finally, my dear WowWow.
i miss all of you.

24th September 2012.

24/9/2012

Its my birthday.

And i haven had a proper birthday celebration for years. (note: proper meaning with cake lol)

my birthday always falls on exams(when im back in msia), or before the exams, or when the semester just started(last year).

but this year, it's a holiday in Glasgow.

a holiday on my birthday.

well, first i thought nobody remembers cause its the starting of a semester and everyone is busy settling down or busy choosing FYP. 

so i just planned on going for a dinner with the bf.

and i din ask much bout where we were going. 

he just asked me to wear nicer.

and so i did. at least i think i did la XD

then, thought of "practicing" my make-up skills.

T_T im really bad at it and since there's a chance so i just tried.

who knows.....

when its about time, he called and ask me to call peiling and go with her.

i was so shocked that time! because im not prepared to meet others!! lol..

not that i din wan to meet others..i just din expected it..

and that is why i "practice" my make-up. 

if i knew im going out the with so many i wouldnt tried it on laaaa..

i felt that i look horrible with my make up XD cz im not good in it. 

anyways, i went down and walked to the restaurant with my batchmates. 

so here goes..

a happy bday note and i "borrowed" rose on the table. 

me! 

then we ordered our food. 

some starters that we ordered:

then, the main course: 

i oni captured two dishes because i paiseh wanna snap other's food.. Xp

dessert:

i kinda like this, it looks like a common custard pie, but there's a secret on top of it. 

so, after all the food, everyone just sat and talked.

then, i suddenly noticed they started singing The Birthday Song.

so...i turned and saw this cake...

really din't expected there's still a cake.

well, i din expected all these at the first place. 

was quite shocked and i really felt so happy!!

because, its a birthday cake! i've been wanting my own birthday cake!!

neh neh =p honestly, i haven blow a cake for a real long time..

i like the way the cake is decorated. =]

simple yet colourful.

yippie!! finally i get to cut my own birthday cake!! =D

the group picture.

so, after dinner we walked back together.

took some pictures when im back in my room.

me, stitchie, and pandora. 

its a doggie charm. <3 nbsp="nbsp" p="p">

then, the bf said he wanna head back to his room to continue on his work.

and he'll come find me later when he's done.

so i said okays!

then, i continued on my work as well.

and i called my dad at around 12am (7am msia time) and tried to hint him that today's a special day.

but i guess he was preparing for work and he din hear me clearly.

he just answered "remember to take your meals on time and dont sleep so late, I need to work already, talk again later."

haha, so cool.lol i expected that haha..because my dad never remembers my birthday every year. 

so..i continued on my work.

and i got a little stressed out and called the bf to ask something about the work.

then, he said he's coming up now, so we can discuss it when we meet.

so i waited for him to come, and when he arrives...

he said " come down with me to my unit a while."

i felt something was going on obviously..

but he insisted on me following, so i went with him wearing my sleeping shirt and a jacket.

when i arrive his unit, the bf make sure my eyes are close.

 then, i heard Harry's voice.

and some others which i couldn't identify at that moment.

then..when i walked into the living room,

the first thing that i hear is "PAK PAK PAK!!!" ( i couldnt see that time)

then when i first opened my eyes, i only see a cake in front of me.

as it was the only thing lighted in the room.

made wishes..

and blow~~~~~~~~~

this was how i looked like last nite.

omg..such a mess!!

then, the lights were on and i finally see everyone around me.

and, everything around me.

they decorated the room with lots and lots of colourful balloons!!!

they even spelled my name with it!

i was in a REALLY SHOCKED stage!

omg! now then i realised thats me! -.- who put that orange balloon in my hood!! lol 

me posing with the cake!

then, the guys started playing around with the balloons..

and, they started hitting ppl with it.. HAHAHA!

i forgot what he said, but he definitely said something that made everyone hit him! HAHAHA!

this thing below..

this was the thing i heard the moment i walked into the living room.

and, when everyone's busy playing and chit-chating...

somebody's eating the cake silently!! hahaha!

the group shot of the night.

then i snapped some random pictures around.

by Adeline and Sean. 

pencil- by Calvynn Teoh! so creative right??! 

then, the guys surround the door.

and whoevers try to leave..would be hit..with balloons..

see!

they really hit!

haha, i had a really wonderful night yesterday.

im not the kind of person who expressed my feelings easily.

i may looked perfectly calm last nite.

but honestly, i was shocked and surprised.

i dont know how to react at that moment.

this is the first time in my life having such a big surprise birthday party.

thank you.

to every single one who's involved last nite.

really thank you so much. 

thanks for being part of this.

some planned, some bake and decorated the cake, some blow the balloons(which i know its not easy), some drew on the balloons, some sacrifice their beauty sleep, some have to get hit by balloons, some helped to cut the cake, some helped to finish the cake, some attended even when they have something else to do, some attended even though they're still suffering from jetlag. 

i really appreciate all these.

and im glad i had this wonderful memory during my final year of uni life.

thank you. and i hope all of us gets what we want in our future! 

all the best everyone!